I am standing alone in front of the class.
“A little off pitch but good tonal quality, dear.”
Mrs. Rignall, the music teacher, informs me.
I keep practicing
Do- Re- Mi- Fa -So- La -Ti- Do and
try not to fidget,
standing
first on one leg then another,
Imagine myself as a flamingo
gingerly stepping on a muddy bank.
Pretending not to be nervous
a fifteen-year-old
super shy girl
with a giant zit on the tip of her nose.
Hoping no one will notice
knowing everyone does.
I remember how to breathe
through my diaphragm
and the words
to the end of the song.
Shyness doesn’t run in the family.
My Dad sang beautifully as a choirboy
Grandpa excelled as a musician and poet.
Hmm, maybe I can hum on key.
2/7/26

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